what I want


It’s never changing
Never ending
It’s always the same
All the things I want is what they take
Give me reasons
To hang on there
I am so hopeless
Something to believe in my poor life
That is a nightmare
But I awake
So fucking powerless
I have to live with this

Something’s happening everyday
Yeah it’s just that day that is shining no
My fucking sky it has turned to grey
Yeah this is my life everlasting
I don’t want to live like that
There’s always knives on my back
I wear this world on my shoulders
Yeah with those guys I really hate

I don’t want it I don’t want it
Those times are never changing
I don’t want it I don’t want it
This pain is never ending
Give me what I want
Just a bit of sense

Keep my life into your hands
I cannot drive it anymore
Drive it like it is just a shit
No I cannot bear this fucking world
And in time I’ll see what’s right
Cause for you everything’s clear
But this fucking light you’ll see
Will mean to me that I am dead